A pioneering space traveler has spoken candidly about her struggle with mental health after being subjected to a âtsunami of harassmentâ in the wake of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen â celebrated as a scientist and civil rights advocate â was part of the short-duration mission in the spring, which also carried high-profile passengers.
The mission was heavily criticized by some, who challenged its value and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response overshadowed her achievement under an âavalanche of misogynyâ.
âI said the emotional pain might endure for years,â Ms. Nguyen stated in a public message, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the aftermath of the journey.
She characterized the news reports and online discourse as an âonslaught no human brain has evolved to endureâ.
âI did not leave Texas for a week, unable to get out of bed,â she wrote. âA month later⊠I had to hang up⊠because I could not speak through my tears.â
Ms. Nguyen, who has conducted studies in women's health research and performed experiments during the mission, said everything she had worked for â from her scientific research and extensive preparation to the personal milestone of her heritage â was buried under the deluge of gendered attacks.
She is most acclaimed for her groundbreaking advocacy protecting the rights of sexual assault survivors.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was put on hold after surviving a rape during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
In the time since fulfilling her dream, she has stated the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she acknowledged the followers whose messages of encouragement were her lifeline. âYou were my salvation,â she wrote.
She concluded that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had come out of the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
The fully automated spacecraft departed its launch site in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The diverse crew also featured leaders in various fields.
The enterprise behind the flight is a commercial aerospace company established by a Amazon founder.
Lena is a tech journalist with over a decade of experience covering consumer electronics and emerging technologies.